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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

So I know nobody really uses xanga anymore, but for those who do and find this, please pray for my mom.

She had hepatitis about 12-ish years ago, and we thought it was over. Now the doctor says that it may be coming back. What makes it worse is that if she does in fact have it, this will be her second time...which is bad because the already-low probability of survival is much lower.

please pray. God does amazing things.


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Pray for my dad please.

He went to the doctor today and they found a hernia...his intestines kind of shifted out of place and now he needs surgery. He can't lift anything or do any "strenuous physical activities" until it's taken care of....But he still wants to go to work and go on with his normal life.
What's scary though, is that if the lining tears to a certain point (which isn't unlikely) he'll have to go to the emergency room... He could even die if it's not taken care of right then.
PLEASE pray. The news was quite sudden, actually. It may not be as big of a deal as it seems, but plenty of things could go wrong.

Also, please pray for the Powerplant Austin STM.

Lord, I'm scared of what may happen between now and the mission trip...and even beyond that. Keep my dad and our team in your hands and protect us from harm, temptation, and not trusting you. We need to trust you now, Lord, more than anything. Remind us all that there are always going to be trials, and if you bring us there, no doubt we can get through. And remind us that you ALWAYS ALWAYS answer prayer even if it's not what we expect. Remind us, Father. You are always with us.
Amen.


Saturday, April 19, 2008

Father, i need you so much right now.

i find myself shaking and crying at random times trying to ask you for help, guidance, forgiveness.

i can't stand being in my family right now. communcation is bad. i don't even know how to talk to my dad anymore.

everyone seems so apathetic to everything around them. we're all so stressed, so busy. we haven't had a family meal in so long that i can't even remember it. it seems the only time we're ever together is the half-hour it takes to go to church, and even then, we're stressed out.

i'm being faced with a choice now, and i don't know how to respond. i want to change the way i live my life. i want to change the way people see you.

i need help. i need an answer. and i need it from you, not this world of evil.

give me patience. give me wisdom. give me love. give me humility.

but most of all, thank you. i know that even if i can't hear you in the noise, you're there. even if i can't see you in the darkness, you're there.


Monday, March 03, 2008

Prayer

Dear God,

Deliver me from my sins. 

I confess my sins.  I confess my lies.  I confess my pride.  I confess my lust.  I confess my failures.  I confess it all.

Deliver me from my loneliness.

Sometimes, I just feel so forgotten, so lonely.  I feel so lost.  I try to do my devotions; I try to pray; I try to live my life all for you, but in the end, I always end up failing.  I feel so fake sometimes, Lord. 

Deliver me from my mistakes. 

Show me your love according to your multitude of tender mercies.   God, give me the strength to live a life pleasing to you.  I know you're always there, but sometimes, I just feel like I can't do anything right.  I know you've forgiven all my sins: past, present, and future, but I just feel unredeemable.  I feel like I'm forever trapped in this life of sin and mistakes. 

Deliver me with your love and mercy. 

God, I just need to feel your love right now.  I need to feel your strength in me. I need to feel your mercy.  I know I can't live at all without you in my life.

Deliver me from my insufficiencies. 

You are the one true God, the one who has power over all.  Lord, I feel so weak, but I know you are the provider for us all.  You will provide for everything I need: strength, courage, and forgiveness.  I can do all things through you who gives me strength.  Thank you. 

You have delivered me.

In Jesus Name, Amen.


Sunday, September 09, 2007

I haven't been a great person lately, much less a great Christian. I've been apathetic and indifferent. Please change me, Lord. Only you can. Make me whole again.



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